About Self-Care and Home Care

The other day, I was feeling very exhausted. My muscles hurt, I felt weak and weary, and my heart was broken over five different things at once.

So, naturally, since I was frustrated with myself, I decided to clean my bathroom.

....yeah, I don't know how that connects either.

But as I was scrubbing a month's worth (or more...who's keeping track?) of stains from my toilet bowl, cleaning the sink until it shined, and sweeping every bit of dust off my bathroom floor, I began to start to feel...better.

So I started another task, doing my 2 week's worth of laundry, sorting clothes...and I felt even better. 

So I washed my (only two days worth, give me props, people!) of dishes, wiped my counters, cleaned off most of my kitchen table, and put thing away.

By the time I finished, I started to feel...actually...glad, and a little proud of myself.

Finally...and I hesitate to share this gruesome detail....I  shaved my legs that hadn't seen the light of day since last August...

...Don't tell anyone....

After all of this was accomplished, I sat down to dinner I had cooked, and watched a show on Netflix...guilt free.

So why does all this matter anyway? 

Well, as I scrubbed that gross ring on my toilet bowl, I started thinking about an article that I had read a few weeks ago about self care. It was titled: This is What 'Self-Care' Really Means, Because It's Not All About Bubble Baths and Chocolate Cake. You can find the link to this great article here:

https://thoughtcatalog.com/brianna-wiest/2017/11/this-is-what-self-care-really-means-because-its-not-all-salt-baths-and-chocolate-cake/

Yep, I have really existential and deep thoughts when I scrub my toilet bowl. Maybe I should do it more often.

I realized that self-care is sometimes about caring for your home, and making it an enjoyable place to spend time. Sometimes making yourself feel better is a matter of washing dishes and cleaning your sink, or putting away clothes and cleaning out your backpack. 

Self-care can be things that make you feel better about where you are, as well as who you are.

Also, if anyone knows how to get those pink rings off of my toilet bowl, I'd welcome some suggestions.